Vegan Chocolate Loaf

Given that my previous recipe pretty much blew my mind in terms of the undetectability of the main ingredient I decided to follow suit with another sweet treat that features some sort of bean. After all, legumes are here to stay, given the new and improved, almost released Canadian Food Guidelines, so we must as well embrace them.

I decided to marry red kidney beans with chocolate for a delicious Vegan Chocolate Loaf. If you are wondering if I’ve been as successful with this recipe to disguise the Beans I can assure you that you would not be able to tell there are beans in this treat! I can guarantee you that if I were to make 2 loaves like this and only one featuring beans you could not be able to tell the difference between the two.

As for the taste test – I might be biased because I love everything chocolate, put some cocoa powder in your treat and I am all over it – but to be perfectly honest, this loaf is exquisite. It has a dense texture, due mostly to the beans, so I wouldn’t recommend it if you are hoping for a light sweet treat, however, if you are looking for a slice of cake that would pair great with a cup of tea, this is your cake! I’m not even kidding.

Vegan Chocolate Loaf
Nutrition Information
  • Serves: 10
  • Serving size: Slice
  • Calories: 184
  • Fat: 3
  • Saturated fat: .8
  • Trans fat: 0
  • Carbohydrates: 37
  • Sugar: 14
  • Sodium: 202
  • Fiber: 7.2
  • Protein: 7
  • Cholesterol: 0
Recipe type: Dessert
Cuisine: Vegan, plant-based
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  • 340g Red Kidney Beans (canned)
  • 110g Pitted Medjool Dated
  • 1 cup of boiling Water
  • ¼ cup unsweetened Cashew Milk
  • 170g Oat Flour
  • 55g unsweetened Cocoa Powder
  • 50g Coconut Sugar
  • 25g Chia Seeds
  • 2 tsp Baking Powder
  • Dash of Salt
  • Dairy-free chocolate chips
  1. Soak dates in boiling hot water for 15 minutes.
  2. Add soaked dates, beans, and milk in a large food processor and integrate fairly well.
  3. Whisk all the dry ingredients and add to your wet mixture.
  4. Process in a food processor until you get a somewhat cakey consistency.
  5. Add chocolate chips and mix lightly to integrate the chips evenly in the batter.
  6. Pour the batter into a loaf pan and bake at 400 degrees for 50 minutes or until your toothpick comes out dry.

Here is a visual of all the ingredients (minus the chocolate chips) that this loaf requires. Nothing fancy – exactly what any plant-based person would typically have in their pantry anyway.


I highly recommend doubling on the amount of chocolate chips, they really up the chocolate level in this loaf.


I will admit to forgetting to take more staged photos to tempt you to try to make it for yourself, maybe next time when I am not so enamored by my new found love for bean sweet treats!


Whenever I share my treats people often assume they are good for you. If you have been reading this blog you know that I don’t claim my sweet treats are, per se, good for you. I do believe they are way better than anything you buy in a package at your grocery store or at your grocery’s bakery section. However, I don’t think either choice is good for you, especially on a continuous basis, everyday type thing. If you have a slice of my loaf on a Friday night as a treat you will be just fine, but if you down it in one sitting, it will be just as detrimental to your waistline as eating an entire bag of conventional chips or cookies. And this brings me to my point: All food has calories that if added to whatever else you consume throughout the day will inevitably end up as body fat – that is if you eat more than what your body burns to live. There is absolutely no free food.

Let me elaborate… Most recently I learned that Weight Watcher (whose spokesperson apparently is now no other than Oprah) is implementing a new Freestyle counting system. They have decided that there are certain foods that just don’t count:

Flexible counting and tracking. With more than 200 zero Points foods (including favourites like chicken breast, eggs, and seafood) you can form the foundation of a healthy and satisfying menu – and never feel deprived!

So, in a nutshell, what they are saying is that amongst other food items: chicken breast (3oz=210calories), eggs(1 egg = 140 calories) and seafood(5oz salmon=250 calories) can be eaten with no regard for their nutritional value. According to WW you can eat as much as you want of those calorically dense foods and not count them as consumed.

If you ask me, whoever is behind this point idea is not only brilliant but also a great business person – oh wait, a quick google search revealed that she was, in fact, a business entrepreneur! Well, this Weight Watchers business certainly was and continues to be a success – it follows a prime example of a sustainable business model.

It amazes me to no end how this company can have such great following when they tell you to eat as much as you want of A B and C because supposedly they don’t count – I guess we really know that little about simple human physiology because we keep flocking to WW meetings like it’s some sort of a new age savior, yet year after year our waistlines are not getting any smaller. But I will admit it is a brilliant way to make sure people keep coming back. Make sure those waistlines will never get any smaller by telling people there are certain foods that don’t have any points – we’ll feel encouraged to eat them with no regard and will keep the weight on or in most cases put on more.

So what about the people who are successful with Weight Watcher? After all, there are some success stories that keep motivating the rest of us. It’s simple: any diet will work as long as you keep your calories (not points) below the amount of food that you expend via daily activities. Period. You can eat twinkies and burgers and wash them down with non-diet coke and still lose weight, as long as you keep your food intake below what your body burns. It’s a simple equation that should be well known and understood. So the question one has to ask themselves: What do I want to fuel my body with? Do I want to fuel my body with nutritionally void foods or do I want to nourish it with whole foods?  If it’s the former then you also need to know that eating nutritionally empty calories (and Weight Watchers does encourage eating that way, they also sell packaged manufactured foods ) then keep in mind that sooner or later it will catch up with you.  Just look at the American population dying of heart disease, diabetes, and other diseases. Secondly, eating manufactured packaged food-like items is a trap that nobody escapes – you will not end at eating one because they do not satisfy, they are not even half as satiating as whole foods.

So what are you to do? I say, save your hard earned money that you otherwise would give to Weight Watchers and buy real food, preferably plant food and get an app on your phone that will track (for free) the calories (not points) you are eating. Go online to calculate the number of calories your body (at your age, size and activity level) needs to function optimally, take away between 200-500 calories from that max, eat real food and see the weight melt away! I know what you will say, you will say “Oh, that’s so hard, so time-consuming, etc. etc.” Yes, losing weight takes effort, if it were easy none of us would have any to lose and WW would be out of business. The way WW is failing most of us is by implying that losing weight is a piece of cake that you can also eat – that’s a lie. It isn’t easy and unless you are ready to accept that, you will continue the vicious cycle. You need to put a lot of effort and a lot of thought into shedding some pounds if you want to do it the conventional way. To make things easier simply switch to Plant-Based Whole Foods diet.

This was a rant, I realize, but there is nothing that pisses me off more than a multimillion dollar company that takes advantage of uninformed people. I get visibly upset when people talk about WW and how they have to get back on the plan that I had to put in my 2 cents about how horribly wrong WW is. If you stuck around this far here is my video for the Vegan Chocolate Loaf 🙂

Chickpea Burger

I have never felt this incapacitated as I do now and have been since October 2016. I like to research new ways of training, adding things I’ve never tried before and I remember distinctly having found a YouTube video with a different type of shoulder training around the time my shoulder started bothering me. I was very eager to try it, moreso because it was performed by one of my ketogenic diet gurus. Lo and behold, the following day my shoulders were on fire. I didn’t pay much attention to the discomfort since a healthy dose of soreness is good for progress. That is until it got worse and it no longer felt like the regular DOMS I’m used to getting. Fast forward to today and I might as well cancel my gym membership because I have completely stopped training upper body due to this injury. One might think “Big deal! Take care of it!” however to me – even though I am taking care of it – it is a huge deal.  

This injury has affected me in ways that I cannot begin to describe as I am unsure that I comprehend them myself. Not being able to do what I do that pretty much defines who I am is like cutting off a bird’s wings and still asking it to fly. I have been training at the gym for the majority of the last 8 years, if not longer. I am not a professional competitor, I don’t make a living with this activity – It’s what I do to feel good, to start my day in a positive way. I’m a cranky morning riser, so getting that rush of adrenaline first thing in the morning is what makes me go – and now that’s mostly gone. On days that I do go to the gym to train legs I still feel like I am unable to workout with the intensity that I know and love – so it seems that it’s a wasted time.   

When you depend on your fix and it’s not delivered your life starts to crumble. You start doubting your self-worth, you don’t see a point in carrying on, you become depressed and moody for the smallest of reasons. In your mind it all comes down to one thing – you are not able to do what you love and it makes you miserable no matter how much you’re trying to resist the misery.  

This has been my reality for much too long and I know it’s affecting more than just me…. Right now I am trying to find a way to be OK with the way things are until things get better, but it’s difficult when there is no improvement, no light at the end of the tunnel and all odds seem to be against me. My mind is unwilling to look at the bright side of things and be hopeful without compassion and understanding – instead, it inevitably gravitates towards the worst case scenario. How does one fly with no wings? 

So as a way of being OK for the time being I have started to experiment in the kitchen a bit more – trying to find ways to incorporate more and more plant-based protein in my meals. It’s more a way to occupy my mind than anything else, but I have been finding quite interesting to try new things and to develop my tastebuds so that I don’t depend on the same old, same old. Here you have it –  today’s supper was a Chickpea Burger with a side of homemade Sweet Potato Chips. 


This is my idea of “fast food” – it was fast to put together, it was delicious, but it didn’t clog my arteries the way that a regular fast food burger would and that’s a bonus!
This little patty pack in a lot of nutrition and flavor. No, it doesn’t taste like meat, it tastes way better! I haven’t been eating beef in a long time, so I don’t feel like I am missing anything, anyway 😉

Chickpea Burger
Nutrition Information
  • Serves: 5
  • Serving size: 50g
  • Calories: 193
  • Fat: 9.5
  • Saturated fat: 1
  • Unsaturated fat: 4
  • Carbohydrates: 20
  • Sugar: 3.6
  • Sodium: 24
  • Fiber: 7.5
  • Protein: 8
Recipe type: Main
Cuisine: Vegan
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Better than meat burger!
  • 300g cooked Chickpeas
  • 100g grated Carrots
  • 30g Tahini
  • 70g Avocado
  • 20g Hemp Seeds
  • 15g ground Flax Seeds
  • Salt and Pepper to taste
  • 1tsp Cumin
  • 1tsp Turmeric
  • 1 tsp Smoked Paprika
  • 10g Nutritional Yeast
  • 2-3 cloves of Garlic
  • ¼ cup of Lemon Juice
  1. Reserve the carrots and 50g of Chickpeas for later
  2. Put all the ingredients in a food processor and pulse until the mass is smooth.
  3. Add the rest of the chickpeas and carrots and pulse only slightly to incorporate, you want to leave some chickpeas somewhat chunky.
  4. Form patties and brown on both sides in a non-stick frying pan.
  5. Assemble your burger with the bread of choice - I decided to use Ezekiel bread because that's what I had on hand. Also, I used a leaf of purple kale - it has the most beautiful fragrance and purple veins. As a side I served my very own Sweet Potato Chips that I made simply by slicing the potato on a mandoline, spraying the individual chips lightly with some coconut oil spray and sprinkling a tad of pink Himalayan salt. As a spread for the bread, I used my own hummus.


Are we embracing the right principles?

I believe that staying open minded when it comes to education should be a prerequisite for all human race. If you believe in the science of human evolution then you should also believe that as we age our belief system will evolve, that is, if we open up to new findings and information. That’s why I am always interested in the latest news in the field of nutrition. I’m especially willing to listen to research that contradicts my beliefs in hopes that it will either convince me that I’ve been on the right path all along or to a lesser degree for it to sway me the other way. That’s why on my most recent solo weekend I took to Netflix in search of some new, fascinating documentaries in the food and nutrition theme.

What I found and decided to devote my time to was a title that I remembered seeing somewhere in the social media world being referred to as the ultimate in body positivity movement – “Embrace”. My common sense guard came up right away to warn me against watching this flick, but I didn’t listen and watched it anyway. And here is what I think:

The film tells a personal story of Taryn Brumfitt who overcame her struggle with body image by losing a bunch of weight, joining a bodybuilding competition, getting disappointed by how she felt and then gaining the weight back on and then some. Yes, you read that right, she is only happy now, after having regained the weight. Why? Because she claims she has accepted and embraced the way she is.

Let’s back track for a bit. After giving birth to her children her body has changed, she probably had less time to prepare meals and as a result it showed.  This caused her discomfort – like it would to anybody – that’s a natural reaction. She has the basic understanding of what’s wrong and what needs to be fixed – diet and exercise. Nevertheless, she hires a personal trainer who will guide her on her health and fitness journey. She cleans up her diet and starts an exercise regimen. She gets in shape, she is happy with her body now, she looks good, she can wear cute outfits that fit her well. Somehow, at this point she thinks to herself: “I need to validate this by bearing myself to the world.” and so she competes against other women who might or might not have been competing in bodybuilding shows for years. At this point she realizes that bodybuilding competitions are typically not a one time thing – people who compete do it for a lifetime, they don’t get settled in after one fail or one trophy. If they don’t place as well as they had hoped for – they come back with a vengeance next time, if they win – they want more and come back for more. Supposedly, this gives her the impression that it’s never enough in this sport, that those people are never happy with their appearance. She realizes that staying in shape is a lifetime commitment to taking care of yourself by nourishing one’s body properly and by training regularly for the rest of one’s life – and that’s not what she signed up for. She says that this is way too difficult and time-consuming for her to continue, so instead she abandons the new found knowledge and packs on the weight again – now she says she embraces the way she is. I guess it’s easier that way.

If you’ve read this far you probably got the sense that I disagree with the premise of the movie and you would be partly right. I disagree with how this whole embrace-your-shape-whatever-it-is BS is presented. We are basically being told to put the least amount of effort into making ourselves into what we want to be and instead just go with the flow, cake and cookies included. Such assertions – that if you’re overweight, it’s because god indented you to be this way and you should not resist it, just embrace it – make my skin crawl. I think that type of attitude is teaching our children to be complacent, to not have aspirations, to not want to better themselves – we are all humans with faults that we should strive to eliminate or lessen. Take a smoker : smoking is a nasty habit that’s hard to quit and that’s killing him, will you tell the smoker to embrace his habit? No, you’ll encourage him to quit, show him ways to do it, you’ll support him in his efforts – you won’t ever tell him to embrace it. So why is it ok to encourage and support malnourishing our bodies to the point of obesity? 

What really bothers me about this movie is the fact that Taryn compares her situation with others suffering from afflictions that they cannot control. She seems to imply that a person with a weight issue is somehow suffering from the same societal pressures and judgements as a person who has half of her face paralyzed due to brain cancer, or a person who is disfigured due to surviving a fire, or a person  who is missing limbs due to an accident. So we have two groups of people here : in one people who become overweight on their own doing and in the other people who, not by choice, are in some way shape or form physically deformed. Both groups of people should embrace the way they are instead of trying to correct their circumstances or be unhappy with how they look. Well, if you don’t see a problem here let me tell you that in my eyes that’s a huge blow to the face of the people who cannot help the fact that they became permanently disabled. 

However, I do believe that there is time and place to be body positive – and it’s to fuel our desire to look and feel great in our bodies, not by becoming complacent and lazy, but by working hard at achieving the best that we can be. I do believe that we become what we think and that’s why thinking positively about what we want is very important. “Thoughts become things” sounds like such a cliché, but what else is there to do? – the opposite is just a sure way to fail and be miserable. So, instead of going with the flow and accepting the bulge I vote for embracing the hard work and effort that it takes to be the best that we can be. Your body will thank you for it, I guarantee it!

I leave you with an article – “Don’t tell me to embrace my overweight body” – about a woman who tells it as it is without sugarcoating anything. I respect her for her courage to come out and say it out loud – embracing an oversized body is often a free ticket to eat that extra large burger without guilt. 

Longing for the simple, easier ways

Do you ever get the feeling that as you grow older you seem to have lost something that used to make your life complete and no matter how hard you try you are not able to find that something in the here and now? Most times you can’t even put a finger on it, it’s a fleeting feeling, a memory, a situation, an intangible and an indefinable emotional state… Other times you know exactly what it is: it’s the way things used to be when they were fresh, new and exciting… Why is it that this feeling had to go away? Because we are surrounded by constant evolution, information overload and “experts” regurgitating the latest truths and discoveries. Most times change is good – when it builds on that feel-good feeling, but other times change covers up what we knew to be true and skews our reality by letting us believe the past can no longer be. We know it’s there, because we get tiny little glimpses of it here and there, only for it to blur into obscurity with new experiences… new situations…. new feelings… new information.

For me, those glimpses happen when I hear my shutter click, which I haven’t heard in years now. I’ve disabled the fake shutter sound my phone’s camera produces because its fakeness is exactly the type of new reality that obscures the reality. Nevertheless, every offspring of my shutterless phone camera brings back those memories of what was. Only how to uncover it all and bring it back to life? 


So where is food in all this? Right front and center. To be honest, I’ve been longing to get out of the rut I’m in food-wise. I miss the times when I knew my thing and stuck to my mantra of food is fuel. I’m sad to admit to myself that somewhere in the abyss of thoughtless social media screen scrolling I have lost that conviction. Everybody wants to taste the sweet nectar of colorful, supposedly guilt-free devilish creations that we immerse ourselves in once that screen lits up. It seems that those images look more enticing and tempting than the most provocative body part.

So, I’ve laid aside the social media feed for a while and instead have been scrolling through MyFitnessPal history to where I know my food simply worked because it fueled not tempted with pretty colors. Back then I didn’t display it publicly because it was simple, unexciting and easy… But it worked. So I found a recipe that I used to use for my treats and overnight oats and turned it into a colorful dessert… 

Ultimately, that’s what it is. It’s not a breakfast item or even a reasonable treat, it’s way too large – between all the smoothie base, the fruit, and all the other toppings this would probably fulfill half of my energy intake for a day and then some.

Of course, my plant had to take over this picture. Even though it looks like it does not belong in the color scheme, I couldn’t resist but to make it the focal point. If there is anything I miss from the old way of photo taking, it would be a good macro lens for shooting flowers. Nothing beats an SLR macro.
It seems like the bowl is smiling at you or maybe it’s laughing… hard to tell.

You’ve probably seen these smoothie bowls all over IG, Pinterest, and FB. Mine is not as impressive as what you’ve probably seen because I did not manipulate the colors in this picture half as much as what some “experts” do. I’m also not going to tell you it’s a health item because it isn’t.

I encourage you to search for a “how to” video for these smoothie bowls and you will be blown away to find out that they are the ultimate in consumer manipulation. Come on! Purple raspberries? And pink blueberries? They represent fakeness at its best. I don’t deny editing my own pictures, but the transformation that those smoothie bowls undergo is what’s wrong with the perception of reality on social media these days. Not to mention that if you were to eat one of these you probably would not have to eat until the wee hours of the night, it would be that filling. 

In spite of my apparent negativity towards these creations, or rather towards the misinformation they spread, I do make the cottage cheese and yogurt base every single weekend, but the amount that I poured in that bowl to take a picture usually lasts me an entire week, as opposed to one meal. I use the smoothie base for my overnight oats, but they are nowhere as exciting and beautiful as the Smoothie Bowl pictured above or the ones floating on social media. So I’ll spare you a boring picture of my everyday breakfast, but don’t be fooled by the pretty colors and the illusion of well-being and health that these try to portray on social media. 

Smoothie Base
Nutrition Information
  • Serves: 13
  • Serving size: 100g
  • Calories: 82
  • Fat: 1.1
  • Saturated fat: 0.5
  • Carbohydrates: 5.2
  • Sugar: 3
  • Sodium: 47
  • Fiber: 1.2
  • Protein: 14.3
  • Cholesterol: 3.5
Prep time: 
Total time: 
Not all that glitters is gold
  • 500g Dry Pressed Cottage Cheese
  • 500g Plain Skyr
  • 37g of MRM Mocha Chocolate Protein Powder
  • 1cup Unsweetened Almond Milk
  • 20g Unsweetened Cocoa Powder
  • 12g Lucuma Powder
  • 20g Mesquite Powder
  • 1-2 TBS instant coffee
  • Stevia or Erythritol to taste
  • Extracts if desired
  1. Put Cottage Cheese, Skyr and Almond Milk in a large capacity food processor and blend on high until smooth.
  2. Add all the dry ingredients and extract (if using) and blend on high until well incorporated.
Note 1: I use this yogurt base for my overnight oats. I measure out 2 servings of this Smoothie base, add about ¼ cup of milk, 20-30g of dry oats and mix well. I will top with some berries, sprinkle of cinnamon and dust it with stevia if I feel I want it extra sweet. Put in the fridge overnight for the oats to absorb some of the moisture and plump up. This is a perfect breakfast for the coming hot summer days 🙂


When too much of a good thing is bad

If you have ever been on any type of regimen to lose weight or to become healthier (which btw. are not always synonymous) you’ve probably come across the notion that as long as you eat healthily you can eat a lot and it won’t matter. I hear it all the time. I make a sugar-free cake and all of a sudden my brain thinks it’s a free for all, eat-the-whole-cake kind of a deal. But whether you use healthy sugar-free ingredients or not it’s still a cake  – if you have one too many slices it will go right into your thighs and buttocks. Why is it so hard to remember?

Food is energy and it doesn’t matter what type of food it is (perceived to be healthy or unhealthy), if you eat more than you can use, it will most certainly be stored in your body especially when you’re already carrying too much weight on your frame. If you are already super lean, then it might be a different story (more about that in a future post), but for now, let’s assume that we all have some padding we could spare.

A common misconception that fuels the if-it’s-healthy-there-is-no-limits mantra is the idea that there are healthy and unhealthy versions of sugar. Let me explain: there’s been quite a bit of stirring news in recent years about the dangers of consuming too much white sugar that now almost everybody agrees that white refined sugar is bad and should be avoided or its consumption be minimized. You’d think that this is a positive outcome, but you’d be wrong. We still crave the sweet taste so we arbitrarily decided that we will find sugar replacements or “healthy versions” of sugar. We’ve been taught that because honey is made by bees it is somehow different than white sugar and it’s even considered a healthy sweetener – how many times have you heard somebody say to have some hot water with honey when you’re sick? Honey will not only not cure your cold, but it will make you sicker by spiking your blood glucose, the same way that white sugar will.

Another fraud that we have have fallen victims of at least once in our lives is being perpetrated by the the organic food industry : think organic molasses, organic coconut sugar, even simple white sugar parades as a healthy alternative because the label reads it’s organic. This is the biggest and most successful food scam that I have ever seen – not only are you still eating sugar, you are also paying through the roof for it. A 4.4lbs pound of non-organic white sugar sells for $1.99 and 2lbs of the organic variety is $5!

Does it change your purchasing habits if you see a label that reads “Wholesome”? It must be good, right?

The list goes on… if you think you are somehow doing yourself a favour by switching from sugar to Maple Syrup, Agave Syrup, Coconut Palm Sugar, Brown Rice Syrup etc. you are fooling yourself. They are all metabolised by the body the same way  as sugar – in the liver – and have a glycemic index around that of white sugar – anywhere between 50 and 70. Sure, you could be harming yourself even more by consuming maltodextrin whose GI is 100, but you could also be doing much better by not fooling yourself with “healthier” versions of sugar.

Pure Canada Maple has a great little spin on their website about the benefits of consuming Maple Syrup that touts its antioxidant, mineral and vitamin content. It looks impressive enough to make me want to chug on some straight from the bottle… until I remember that it is a sugar and it will make my body go bonkers trying to deal with a surge of blood glucose, my insulin will try to lower it and redirect it into liver and muscle as glycogen and when that’s full and it will be full very quickly, it will deposit the rest on my thighs. I also looked at their little comparison table trying to convince us that the nutritional information of Maple Syrup is so much more superior to that of other sugars… until you look at the calorie and sugar content that is on par with its neighbors:

Source: Pure Canada Maple

What counts the most is the damaging sugar content in all those sweeteners – this is the deciding factor of how much these sugars are going to harm your body and in effect negate the other micronutrient content. You can get your vitamins, minerals and antioxidants from other sources that will not spike your blood glucose and make you fat.

This idea that there are better options of white sugar paired with the first notion that if something is healthy we can eat unlimited amounts of it, followed by the revelation that there is no such thing as healthy sugar alternatives creates an atomic bomb kind of problem. If the sugar alternatives are just as bad as white sugar (and they are) but we perceive them as better, less harmful and as a result eat more of them then we might as well have  been eating the white stuff in fear and moderation all that time and be better off for it. Now, we’re eating more of the sweet stuff and the results is we are harming ourselves more than before!

So what’s the solution? – you ask. When I first started being aware of the damaging effects of sugar on my body in 2005 what really did it for me was to get rid off all sugar altogether. I went cold turkey to heal my body and it worked like a charm. Unfortunately, most people don’t want to do that, most of us want to have the cake and eat it too. Damned be all the social media food porn that teases us with the picture perfect images of various treats! Yes, I blame the social media – when I first started using IG, I swear to my food processor, I did get dummer! I bought in to all those pretty pictures of supposedly healthy sweet alternatives and started experimenting with substitutes myself. Mind you, my substitutes were never the above mentioned sweeteners, because by then I knew better. I picked my sweeteners of choice based on their blood glucose effect, forgetting completely that it’s still the sweet taste that mattered
and whether a sweetener has calories and high GI rating or not, it is still telling our brain that sweet stuff is coming. So my vices were and still are: Pure 100% Stevia, Pure 100% Erythritol (or a blend of those two) and to a lesser extent 100% Xylitol. When I say 100% pure I mean without any bulking agents – remember you have to look at the ingredient list – if your Stevia, Erythritol or Xylitol contain bulking agents like Maltodextrin or even Sugar, you might as well just be eating straight white sugar. Those 3 sweeteners have no or very little effect on blood glucose which is good, but consuming them daily does mess with my brain. I never thought I would say this out loud – because prior to my use of these sweeteners I consumed sugar based foods only once a month – but I now believe that the sweet taste (regardless what sweetener it comes from) consumed on a daily basis makes me want to eat more than I would normally eat. And it’s not even the idea of them being calorie free, I simply get a feeling of dissatisfaction and disappointment when the treat is gone that I reach for another piece and another and another, until the feeling turns into a disappointment with myself…

All this to say that the sweet stuff is here to stay and as much as I can make sure that packaged stuff doesn’t
contain any added sugar, I can’t in my right mind say that I will never consume any sweet treats. I’d be lying to myself and you. Our weekly grocery shopping includes many items that are high carb and high sugar because other members of my family do consume them. So I am surrounded by the carbage that taunts me on a daily basis. Do I like the taste of carbs? Yes! Do I have weak
moments? Yes! And I try to deal with them by creating my own “better” recipes that don’t contain sugar. Does it work? Most times it doesn’t, because I, like everybody else, have learned to believe that the sugar replacers are somehow better and my inhibitions get lowered and self control goes out the window and before I knew it, my latest low carb creation – The Poppy Seed Cakes – was gone!

If you read this far, you probably gathered that my New Year’s Resolution is not doing as well as I would have hopped and you would be correct. Granted, I’m not having my sweet treat every
day, but when I do my sweet tooth kicks in with triple the strength and I want to eat a horse made out of chocolate 😉

So I decided to try something new – this is probably an old wives tale, but I don’t care – they say it takes 21 days to form a new habit, so starting today until March 18th I’m quitting Stevia, Erythritol and Xylitol (the only sweeteners I’ve been using for years now) to see if my sweet cravings subside. So, no treats, no pancakes, not even once a week. I’m fed up! You should join me too and let me know how you’re doing in the comments section.

In the meantime, I leave you with the creation that became the source of inspiration for this long rant – Poppy Seed Cakes. It is, of course an all time childhood favorite turned low-carb, but I momentarily forgot that it was still a sweet treat and inhaled them quicker than the speed of light – I am not even kidding. By now, they are all gone, of course. If you think you can apply self control better than me, I highly encourage you to try them, because they were truly off the hook delicious – I guess that’s partly to blame for their disappearance 😉

I was not quite as successful as I would have liked with the icing on top, but it did add a nice sweet component, if just a bit too crunchy…

Poppy Seed Cakes
Nutrition Information
  • Serves: 43
  • Serving size: 30g
  • Calories: 158
  • Fat: 47
  • Saturated fat: 21
  • Unsaturated fat: 8.4
  • Carbohydrates: 16
  • Sugar: 2.2
  • Sodium: 70
  • Fiber: 9.8
  • Protein: 12
  • Cholesterol: 95
Recipe type: Sweet Treat
Cuisine: Low carb
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Be warned - these are to die for!
  • 250g Poppy Seeds
  • 4 Eggs
  • 125g Coconut oil
  • 125g Butter
  • 300g Almond Flour
  • 130g Coconut Flour
  • 1 cup unsweetened Almond milk
  • 1tsp Almond extract
  • Liquid Stevia to taste
  • 4tbs Truvia (spoonable)
  • 1tsp Baking powder
  1. Poppy Seed Mixture:
  2. Bring 1 cup of Almond Milk to a boil and add your Poppy Seeds, 1tbs Truvia, Stevia and 1tsp of Almond extract.
  3. Reduce the heat and let stand for 15 minutes.
  4. When cooled off process Poppy Seeds through a grinder to break down the seeds - repeat 4-5 times.
  5. Add 2 Egg Yolks, mix well.
  6. Gently fold in 2 whipped Egg Whites into the poppy seed mixture.
  7. Set aside.
  8. Dough:
  9. Mix together in a bowl: Coconut Flour, Almond Flour, 2tbs Truvia and Baking Powder.
  10. Add 2 Eggs, melted Coconut oil and Butter and mix well.
  11. Assembly:
  12. Using silicone muffin cups line the bottom of the cup with a tablespoon of the dough, pressing with your fingers line the bottom completely.
  13. Add a tablespoon of the Poppy Seed mix.
  14. Cover the Poppy Seed mixture with another layer of the dough.
  15. Repeat until all your dough and Poppy Seed mixture is used up.
  16. Preheat the oven to 350F and bake 45 minutes or until your cups turn brown on the tops.
This recipe was originally supposed to be in a shape of a roulade called Poppy Seed Roll, but having very little experience baking with these ingredients I had to improvise quickly. When I realized that rolling this closed would pose a problem I turned the recipe into individual cakes by using silicone muffin cups. The dough would just not stick and hold together the same way traditional flour does.

Traditionally, since this recipe calls for potato starch and regular white flour it does come out being fairly dry, so my mom would make an icing to drizzle on top. She would use icing sugar with hot water to create it, but of course that's a no-no in my books. So I used a bit of Erythritol with hot water, but as you can see it did not produce a good looking icing. My recipe tester also disapproved by scraping it off. He found it too sweet. Next time I might grind Erythritol into a powder to imitate the icing sugar texture.


They turned out amazingly well, given the fact that it was supposed to be a roll rather than a muffin 🙂
The filling was very dense but at the same time retained a lot of moisture from Almond Milk. Traditionally, though, the recipe would call for some dry fruit such as raisins – but those are not allowed in any keto recipes. You can also add chopped nuts into the Poppy Seed mix like walnuts, but I found that I did not need to increase the fat content in this recipe due to all the Coconut oil and Butter already used, so I skipped the nuts. Maybe next time I’ll play with different versions.


The bottom line is : whatever you decide to be your sweetener of choice for your treats make sure you use it as a treat, not as a constant, daily component of your meals – that’s why we call them treats, because they are supposed to be infrequent.

The truth is out there, but you won’t find it on social media – part 1

Disclaimer: this is a cautionary tale about the fact that not all that glitters is gold.

I remember the time when one needed credentials to make their knowledge available to the public. Back in the day it also required a fair bit of effort on the researcher’s side to acquire this information. Today, all this is very much simplified, in that anybody can get published, look at me – typing away – and finding information is also at the tip of your fingertips. This is great, right? Not so much, because anybody can spew their knowledge and opinions right, left and centre and we all do it. This makes the researcher feel overwhelmed with contradicting information and you will find it so much more confusing to sieve through all of it and decipher what actually has any credence. Low-fat better than low-carb? How about Paleo and Atkins? WeightWatchers anybody? Or IIFYM? As a matter of fact, the truth is in the pudding and you have to be able to see through the bull. Moreover, you need to be extra critical on social media when you read claims of this or that. I’ve learned this a long time ago, but there are still people believing everything they see – jumping from wagon to wagon. Most times when I see misinformation, I just walk away without saying a word, but let me tell you a story about most recent example of misrepresentation and fraud that I couldn’t watch in silence.

A friend of mine is a sales rep for a multi-level marketing company that sells dietary supplements – food replacement shakes (I will not name this company because I don’t feel like dealing with the implications of such an act, but look around, those companies are sprouting everywhere and chances are you have been offered their products). She innocently shared a post on FB made by another rep of that company that made claims that were untrue. The post revealed a before-and-after picture of a young woman. A typical, very common collage of a person’s picture from couple of years ago when they were not doing so well in terms of their appearance and a current picture showing her very fit and healthy – I’ve just recently made my own. Now, this is not an uncommon thing to see when promoting a product or services. IG is plastered with such pictures and so is FB. This one was a bit different because the before picture was her anorectic self – very thin, with bones protruding, hollow cheeks – and the after picture had her looking a lot healthier with some muscle mass built up.

When I saw the post I had to stop and look a bit closer. Normally, I would not have paid any attention to such claims, because:

  1. 9 times out of 10 I am not interested in the product. 
  2. As far as I am concerned anybody who is trying to sell you something to make you feel or look better is only after your money. And…. 
  3. I know how to use PhotoShop to enhance pictures.

This one, though, was different. It was different in that I was convinced I knew the person in the picture. So I headed to my IG account to find the person I thought this was and lo and behold I found her. I even found the exact same picture collage posted to her IG feed. I knew exactly what this person was all about and let me tell you, she was not about the supplements in question, but yet her transformation was being used as proof that using those supplements made you regain your health and fit physique….


Here is a screenshot that I took of the post before it was deleted. May I just add that's not the girl's real name, that would have been too easy to identify as fraud.
Here is a screenshot that I took of the post before it was deleted. May I just add that’s not the girl’s real name, that would have been too easy to identify as fraud. 


Here is how far it got with the comments, I am sure had the post stayed this thread would have gotten much longer.
Here is how far it got with the comments, I am sure had the post stayed this thread would have gotten much longer.

Of course, I made a racket about it. The post disappeared along with about a dozen comments (you can see in a screenshot above that I took prior to the deletion) that were made under the picture oohing and aahing about how great the supplements are because they helped this poor girl look healthy and happy. And everything came back to “normal” as if nothing had happened. Only something did happen. Somebody made false claims and showed them publicly for all to see in order to sell a product of very questionable quality and usefulness – a fake, man-made product to make money. That fact boils my blood because even if we all consider ourselves intelligent human beings, we are all being duped everyday without even knowing. So, next time you see pretty little pictures trying to convince you to jump on the wagon to bliss and happiness, think twice before you open your wallet. Instead, just go to a farmer’s market and buy some lettuce – there is no magic product (shake, pill, powder etc) that can do what real food can and will do and of course a ton of hard work. 

PS. BTW the girl uses some type of supplementation, like most lifters – minimally processed protein powders with natural ingredients and sweeteners, however her main focus is proper nutrition and heavy lifting. She advocates not being afraid of food and making it nourishing rather than being afraid of it.